Fight Club

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Tyler Durden:  Warning: If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all that claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think every thing you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned   - Tyler 

It didn't turn out as I had expected

 



It didn't turn out as I had expected, but what does now days.

I hate it when it goes like this, no creativity at all and everything around me
just seems so far away. I try to make the assignments I get but
there is like a gray half-transparent mist excluding me.
I want to but once I start doing them it all goes black,
I can't think of anything to write. I'm just sitting there,
looking like a fool, staring at the empty paper that lies on the desk
in front of me.  Waiting for me to fill it with thoughts, covered in words and sentences.

I hate it! I'm hating it because I really need to do this, to get it done, get it over with.
The last year has more or less been like this, struggling with word after word just to finish
the simplest text. The things I have done have been rubbish but I have had to
hand them in anyway to get my grade.
I don't know why I haven't been able to finish anything lately not even reading through a whole book.
Books that always have been my interest is no longer fun, music that has been gilting my life doesn't shine anymore, its only boring.

I have this restless feeling that I want to do things but there is nothing that entices me, about them.

I've been waiting for the mist to clear, for the words to, as before, run down the arm in to the pen and leave marks on the white paper in front of me but nothing happens.


I'm 18 years old now, I'm young! This is supposed to be one of the best periods of my life;


"But youth is the Lord of Life. Youth has a kingdom waiting for it."

I will never more be young and undestroyed, never more blind for all the terrible things out there.
Never more 18.

Never more, Never more...


"He does not think his natural thoughts, or burn with his natural passions. His virtures are not real to him. His sins, if there are such things as sins, are borrowed. He becomes an echo of someone else's music, an actor of a part that has not been written for him.

There is no such thing as a good influence, because to influence a person is to give him one's own soul."


Stephen Lynch

Jag måste bara tipsa er alla om två sångare.
Det är dels komiker sångaren Stephen Lynch  http://youtube.com/watch?v=Mhqaeb_hObY



och även bandet  Flight of the conchords  http://youtube.com/watch?v=WGOohBytKTU

det var det för denna gången..

He is afraid. He is totally alone. He is 3 million light years from home.


"Sometimes I think the surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe
is that none of it has tried to contact us."
   -Calvin



När jag var liten va en av mina favorit filmer E.T. (The Extra-Terrestrial )Ja ni kommer ihåg, den lilla rymdvarelsen som råkade bli lämnad kvar på jorden av sitt skepp och som togs hand om av två barn i en familj på jorden.
Ni kanske inte kommer ihåg hela filmen men något som måste ha präntat sig fast är väl endå det mest kända citatet:

E.T. -"E.T. phone home!"  

eller scenen där Elliott cyklar med E.T. som en silluett framför månen.

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Visste ni förresten att hon som gjorde rösten till E.T. (Pat Welsh) även gjorde rösten till Boushh
(en bounty hunter i Star Wars) 

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